Well, I lost a teacher. Like MOST mormon fundamentalists, I am now on my own.
No matter, God decides my path and that will happen not for the weakness of men, but for the strength of God.
I am looking at the mormon faith. It is very complex.
Learning from the independents and on my own might be a better, less biased way to reach my personal goal of closeness with God.
I have to say one thing. I have not in my limited experience seen any real cohesion.
I am looking at different independent communities. I may find more knowledge, and the courage to teach it, there.
My journey continues.