I was there all over again

I just had my first flashback in about 18 years.  It was NOT pleasant.  My daughter came into my room and found me bathed in sweat and shaking a little.  She was scared out of her wits.  So was I.  Why is this happening now???  It has been YEARS since those dark times.  I am REALLY trying to understand.  Tomorrow, I go to the VA and I just do not want any drugs.

Greetings from the Midwest

Well first wife is still not feeling great, but we are working on it.

Vacation is over and it was great!

Going to probably go on cruise with first wife so that I can get some time with her.  Health issues and future uncertain have spawned this idea.

With the continuing poor economy, we have managed to grow in spite of taxes and hr issues.

We struggle like everyone else but we are blessed anyway with enough business to stay afloat. 

Kids are well.  Still searching for an additional wife to make our family rounded and whole.  Praying this week especially for it. 

God has been good to us and perhaps he will grant this request?

work, wife and family

I have been careful managing my corporation.  We are doing OK.  Managed to hire 5 people in the last 6 months.  It has been TIGHT.  I am giving to my community by creating jobs.  I could do a lot of this work myself but then I stopped and thought about those around me.  Jobs are scarce.  I feel for the less fortunate so I hired.

My journey continues.  Children and wife are fine but we are looking still for a new partner to bring in.

It is something I am really praying for.  I have beautiful homes and a houseful of happiness.  I know we are not going to find someone easily.  If you are curious, drop me a message.  I know it is awkward, but take a chance! 

In the mean time, we are working on expanding our houses but that takes time.

We are indeed blessed, one and all.

His plan?

What does God have planned for my future wife?  i am curiously wondering what he has planned.  I hope to find a lady who understands the Gospel and knows how God wants us to live it.  I am finally ready. 

I feel a bit nervous, but that is normal.  I feel that I have taken the right path.  I feel that I am ready for whoever the Father chooses.

Living the Principle, in these times, is a challenge to say the least.  I feel that I have enough to offer a good woman.  God has seen to it.

Now I pray he sends me someone to add to my family.

a long time

It has been a long time since I posted anything. Been busy hiring and growing the business. Trying, anyway.

I am sure of one thing, i seek a second wife. I do not know where to begin, but I feel ready for that step and I know it is a big one.

Anyone got any good tips?