It has been a difficult week. My wife has had serious second thoughts regarding my faith and my quest for achieving the Principle.
I lost the person who I was engaged to. She, rightfully, left the scene when confronted by my first wife.
I hope this will pass. I fear it will not. I love her deeply. I pray she accepts me for who I am. On the one hand I love my wife. On the other hand, her action just ended an engagement.
God, please help me through the difficult times in my life.